Tonight Sarah Opp and myself are watching Fight Club. She is very tired and keeps falling asleep. I think she will have to sleep on my couch tonight. Today was a very surprising day in many ways, especially finding presents in coat pockets.
My Freshman Yearbook Picture (1984)
I remember having to ask my mom to drive me to a photo studio to retake this picture, but for some reason the yearbook staff printed the original and not the retake. Later, I was identified as “Michelle” in the orchestra photo. I tried to get my money back, but the yearbook sponsor wouldn’t give it to me.
(via Mike Alves)
I would write more about my life if things happened to me more often. But lately nothing. I’ve just been wasting away waiting for a job to come or for school to start again. It’s been really really boring and I’m glad we’re finally in August. Seems like it went fast, the summer that is. But during the living of said time, it seemed very much the opposite. Oh well, no use looking back at past regrets and dullness. Time to push on.
I’m trying not to hold my breath but I may receive employment at Dairy Queen soonish. That would be very nice. But like I said, hopes not getting up. Well, today it seems the lovely Sarah Grabner and the captivating Angelica Gatewood will be going to lunch and I will go with them. I cannot wait to eat the food. Boy am I hungry. I am hoping to leave soon but I must be patient and remember that I am losing weight. Optimism.
Well goodbye.
By the way, I remembered how much I love the movie Sophie’s Choice. I really do.
So here I am in California. Emma just left for work leaving me here. I might shovel some cat shit out of her garden for her to pass the time. Then again, I might not. It’s the thought that counts, right? Not the actual doing.
I could fall in love with Meryl Streep I think. I know she has many loving fans but I think we could have something special. We will see.
This is a mix that my friend Jelly made. I really like it. However, I am the only one who “liked” it and it’s only been listened to nine times. I feel it deserves more attention. So please listen if you enjoy music:
Tonight, I went to the movies with my family. It was nice because we haven’t done that in a while. We even saw a movie I could tolerate. Overall a nice evening.
Tomorrow, I have to be at work at ten in the morning. This is why I’m awake writing meaningless blogs and surfing the web. I wish I could be more levelheaded.
I already miss not being in a show. It’s a horrible cycle. It sucks especially because, with my job, I don’t have time to dedicate to anything.
Well, I’m going to block around in the night. I made this mix earlier. I hope you listen to it and enjoy it:
This is what I look like.
Tonight, Sara and I watched “The Man Who Knew Too Much”. It was a Hitchcock. I enjoyed it as always.
Do you have allergies? Well if you do, you know what a bitch they are. However, if you haven’t be so unfortunate, let me share. Allergies are as torturous as an itch you can’t scratch, except they last all day. My nose constantly feels like it’s vibrating. I hate it. I used to get shots for it but they didn’t really help.
Ugh. Well, my famiy is asleep so I’m going to walk through the house in the dark and stand over them until they wake up. Night. :)
Anonymous asked: Are you happy?
Sometimes I’m so happy I can’t imagine being sad. And other times it’s the opposite. But I feel that I’m working my way towards finding out what happiness is. And once I figure that out, it’ll all seem simple. Maybe. Hahaha.
Well here I am. Alive.
I’m reading the novel, Mrs. Dalloway. It’s a delightfully odd book. I’m not very far yet but I am excited to progess. So far she’s just standing around. But I expect that she will be on her way to buy flowers soon. So thrilling!!
Tonight I have to go crew for Brave New Plays. I will be happy when it’s all over and done with.
MAN. I’m sooo hungry. I think I’m going to go eat something. Peace.
